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L#301

February 21, 2020

Annabel was, like the writer, of mixed parentage: half-English, half-Dutch, in her case. I remember her features far less distinctly today than I did a few years ago, before I knew Lolita. There are two kind of visual memory: one when you skillfully recreate an image in the laboratory of your mind, with your eyes open (and then I see Annabel in such general terms as: ”honey-colored skin,” ”thin arms,” ”brown bobbed hair,” ”long lashes,” ”big bright mouth”); and the other when you instantly evoke, with shut eyes, on the dark innersole of your eyelids, the objective, absolutely optical replica of a beloved face, a little ghost in natural colors (and this is how I see Lolita).

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